you know who you are. I am sorry.
As far as my last "almost friend", I didn't mess it up so much as she went to another school. but since it had been the longest "almost friendship" I have had I based some of my actions on that.
something I have learned to day.
not all girls like being called pretty, and they do not find it funny when you joke around about liking them. I did not know this since: the "almost friend" didn't mind this, in fact she would ask me O_O
It seems with every failed friendship I learn something that will one day mean I can have an actual friend (I should have a friend by: 2040).
however loosing this one was particularly bad. she reminded me of
Both of them had a way of encouraging me to be me.
for anyone that doesn't know: "me" is the guy you all know on deviantart. the not me is a serious guy that has no creativity and seems always angry.
So yes I feel stupid.
After some chatting we decided to pretend this all never happened... but of course uncertainty will always be there.
I do not mention this persons name out of respect not spite.
I won't be discussing this with her again, but I may ask her on the last day of class as to where it all went wrong, was I building to a disaster and this was mearly the breaking point, or was I alright all along and this was an iceberg?








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goodnight.
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thanks for all the hurt...
reminds me so much of my being human
what do you think...
should i change my avatar?
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thanks for all the hurt...
reminds me so much of my being human
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-Alexandra Gaudiosi
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